Lost, Dazed, and Confused...

[Melfice Darkmage]

Hey guys.

Listen, my closest friend is moving soon, and It's really gotten to me...alot.

I'm not so sure how social I'm going to be for a while, this things really gotten to me. Normally, if a friend of mine would have moved, I would have been happy that they got out of this hell-hole, but for some unknown, uncontrolable reason, it's different with this one. Thehotdogman already knows how much it's gotten to me, so, you can get an idea from him... but, for right now, I feel like I've lost part of myself in my friend moving... I'll be around at some point soon... just post a message on here, pm me, or I'll talk to you on chat if I feel up to it... Until then guys.

[Darkhaven3]

I know exactly how you feel .My friend Alex moved away this year, and I really miss him.He's the only one that kept me relatively sane for 2 years.

[cybdmn]

Thats life. You loose old friends and find new ones.
Not all move. Thing is, you made changes in your life and your friends too. Some friends choose a completely different way than yours, and not you nor them will be the same as before.
The most of my friends i had, as i was at your age, are completely other people today. I can't really talk with them, its like we speak different languages. Over the years we going to be strangers to each other.
But i have other friends. New ones, i can count on.

[Melfice Darkmage]

*sighs* There are certain things that me that life force that lets me keep going, through all the bull shit every day, through life. He was a majority of that. Being friends with him was part of made me enjoy being alive, and he's pretty muchly the same way with me. He broke down today after school at my house, crying. Then It made me feel bad cause of seeing him feel bad...

[cybdmn]

As i said, other freinds will take his place. Thats life.

[Melfice Darkmage]

Heh, some people don't understand the meaning of "irreplacable." Anyways, if anyone else has any comments, go ahead...

[elbryan42]

Hope you feel better soon. Time heals all wounds. Well, most wounds at least. At least you can still chat with him online and on the phone I hope.

[Melfice Darkmage]

Today I found out that the sircumstances which were causing my friend to move, are now gone. Very very lucky, it took extreme luck and measures for him to not move, but it doesn't matter. The point is, he's not moving ;D

[Darkhaven3]

I feel happy for you.At least someone has someone keeping them sane.

I've lost 3 quarters of myself.

[Melfice Darkmage]

Heh, I'll tell you, Me and my friend (Tim is his name) are what keeps eachother running. We pick eachother up when we're down. We're kinda eachother's "life-line." I can guarantee I don't know what I woulda done if he had left and I knew it was for good.

But, for now, Tim's (I haven't said this in a while) Here to Stay. I think that's probably the first time (and last) I'll ever hug another guy:P. But I suppose it's not a bad thing, especially when you consider what me and Tim have been through in the last week. It was equal to an eternity's torture.